The worst thing about being a military wife is when your husband is deployed. My husband is in Bath Maine right now. He has been their since April of this year and is their until September. Then he gets to sail his ship from Bath Maine through the Panama Cannel all the way to San Diego. He is supposed to be back November 1st!! I pray that everything works out and he will be. I was just about 6 months pregnant when he left. He did get to come home when our son, Rien, was born. I absolutally cant stand that we cant talk as much as we used to. Some days we text and call each other non stop and then there are days where I dont get one single text or phone call. I hate wondering what he is up to and if he is safe or not. I know I shouldnt worry because God is going to protect him and Rien and I. I also know that we will get through this no matter what. I just miss Kellen so much some nights it kills me. Okay it doesnt really kill me but some nights it feels like it. I want so badly to be with him, to feel his arms around me. There are so many things I miss about him that I could go on forever. I knew when we got married that it would be tough while he was gone. I know it all will be worth it in the end. I just want my hubby home now!! It breaks my heart knowing that he is missing so much of his son's life right now. Babies change so much. Photos and videos just arent the same. I am so excited to be going to see Kellen in Key West next month!! I cant wait to be able to give my hubby a big hug and kiss!! I also cant wait for Kellen to get to hold Rien and get to actually spend some time with him. He gets to actually see what an amazing lil boy Rien is. What a joy he is. And also what a happy lil guy he is!!
My Boys!!
My Life and My World!!
My Everything!!
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