Count Down to Key West!!

I am super excited!! In just 24 days my son and I will be flying to Key West Florida to attend the commissioning of my husband's ship, the USS SPRUANCE!! I am so excited. We will get to spend a week there relaxing and getting to see Kellen.

Kellen hasnt gotten to see his son since about a week after he was born in June!! Im more excited about him getting to see and hold his son, than I am about being in Key West!! Im also super excited to get to see my hubby of course!!

Being a Navy Wife or military wife is hard work!! Having your husband deployed is hard work!! Never knowing when you will hear from your hubby or see you hubby takes a toll on you emotionally and sometimes physically too.  I recentally went to a Dr who is sorta like a councelor and you wouldnt believe what sort of stuff get stored up in your body. I found out that in the back of my mind I didnt believe that my husband loved me. I know he loves me but in the back of my mind there was that thought that hmm maybe he doesnt really love me. Its weird what your mind tells you.

I cant wait for the next two months to be over!! I am ready to settle down in San Diego with my hubby and my son and be a family. I dream of what our apartment will be like. Just me, Kellen and Rien!! Its gonna be amazing!! I cant wait to decorate the way I want to decorate!! I cant wait to have a lil place to call home!! A place where my parents, siblings, inlaws, friends can come and visit and I can say welcome to the Dano home :)

I just realized I havent been doing so well on all my goals ive had set for Key West. I have been pretty good about my tummy butter but everything else i havent been doing so well. My tanning lotion ive kept up sorta on  but my sit ups and walks i have failed at doing. Now there are 24 more days hmm i should stop writing and do some sit ups right now haha :)